Fast forward to June/ July 2022. Things were worse, not better. I woke up angry, went to bed angry, and spent the days feeling like Ted from Scrubs, wanting to throw rocks at old couples and screaming inside my head, "Why should they be happy?!" I posted about my anger previously when I let everyone know I was starting the travel nursing thing up again. I needed a change, to get out of Utah, and to figure some stuff out about myself and my life.
I've done a lot since then. I've traveled a lot in the last couple years. I've lived in Oregon, California, and Connecticut. I vacationed with friends in Germany, Switzerland, France, Austria for a few minutes by accident after a wrong turn, Thailand, Bali, Singapore, and Greece. I've lived in people's backyards, guest suites, and spare bedrooms, complete with tiny airplane-sized bathrooms and "kitchens" that comprised of a hot plate and a microwave. I've met people from all walks of life, including some business-savvy surfing Germans, a man from Tibet who used to be part of the group of bodyguards for the Dalai Lama, and a homeless guy in San Francisco who gave solid sightseeing tips. There have still been ups and downs, but all in all it's been a fun and wild couple of years.
Travel nursing was always part of a bigger plan, though. For the first time in my life, I started planning ahead more than a couple months in advance. It's lead me to the next part of my life: being a homeowner in Oregon. I'm so excited to say that all the inconveniences of travel nursing have paid off in the form of a house that I just bought in a cool neighborhood in Oregon!
I love it here, and I love my new-to-me house. Robyn and Kelly loaded up my stuff from my storage unit in Utah and brought everything to me. It's been so nice to have all my stuff together in one place. It's incredible to have a place to call my own. The house may have come with a moldy toilet, asbestos in the ceiling, and a handful of spiders, but they're MY moldy toilet, MY asbestos, and MY spiders.
Pretty flowers out front
My first time in my very empty house as the owner
Robyn and Kelly helping me fix stuff, aka fixing it for me because I don't know how
Fun DIY by the previous owner of paint slapped over some duct tape to fix a hole
There could be worse surprises to find in a closet
Robyn always leaves me deodorant love notes on my mirror
Trying to replace the moldy toilet (and ending up calling the plumber anyway)
More fixing things
More buying things
Thank goodness it all fits
Celebrating that it's a livable space now
One tired Kelly, one tired Robyn, and one tired pup
My life isn't at all what I expected it to be, and I still have intense feelings about that. However, I'm grateful to have had lots of crazy experiences the last couple of years. I'm grateful that I don't wake up mad anymore. Right now, I'm just super excited for my new house, spiders and all.